(d)eciding on direction(s)

Have you ever wonder 

what if you have taken this direction instead of the other one?

Be it about the past or about the future.

Or

have you ever wonder

what if an approach comes to you for an answer of either a yes or a no

and 

what would become from one of the two? 

I do.
 Most of the time,

which is why my brain hates me so much.

Because it's tiring to wonder along clueless direction(s)

as we're not the one that actually decide what would become of it.

But of course we decide them on our own literally,

whether it turned good or bad

wouldn't the credit or blame goes to our self? 

You're tired, aren't you?

Trying to understand the twist of my little mind.

*sigh*

Let's just say I got lots to think of

and regrets as little were accomplished from it. 

That is in the past.

As for the future I do have lots to think of as well

but there's a lot doubt,

afraid of choosing the wrong direction

or tensions on turning my back on a good one.

Anyhow, I learnt that not everything goes in our way.

Of course our choice might not be the best,

but what's done is done.

If its turns out to be a good one then kudos to you.

If its not, then its OK. 

We'll just have to start off from the scratch I guess,

you know like a baby who first has to learn how to crawl before making their first stand then their first step.

That goes the same for what ever it is waiting in the future.

We'll never know unless we decide on the direction and go for it.

You just got to brace on what ever challenge there is and learn from mistakes

and keep on improving.

Hey, even baby don't go crawling back once they can start running already, right?

So now, I have to decide whether I want to have a long 6 hours nap instead of 3 since I got to wake up early tomorrow.

Hmmm

though call

hehehehe

p/s: Doesn't Pikachu has the cutest smile ever? ^^