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The reason why I created this blog was to share the colors of life

whether it's black & white or rainbow

 & also some of my present experiences.

Yet I'm not sure whether its wise to share my deep personal feelings since I know some of my readers knew me outside of this blog.

But hey,

it's my space.

A space for me to open up what has been held in this small scratched heart. 

I won't be telling off everything after all secrets are necessary. 

I was feeling sad today, I think I put a lot of effort on fixing my bad attitude, 

but nobody is supporting at all.

I mean it's not like I'm the only person who makes mistakes!?

So I'm thinking what are the sweats for?

Yet, I don't think it's a waste and I'm glad I tried and I will keep trying.

Hmmm ...

What else?

Oh yeah,

One thing I don't appreciate is confusion.

It's really tiring

and it makes me in the bad position.

So please you don't want to mess with me!

By the way,

this week is my final exam for second semester.

Done with three papers and two more to go.

Not really sure how I did but

I think I did just OKAY,

enough for me to breath,

no satisfaction and I won't count on the grades until it's result day!

But today's paper were kinda shocking,

give us all quite a bit less that a lot of electrical shock!

Really OH-MY-FOREHEAD!!!

OUCH!

THAT REALLY HURT!

T_T

Anyway,

I've been sleeping less than 5 hours everyday due to finals,

and I just recovered from insomnia, ...

naturally I guess.

So I'm having headache every morning but it gets better when the sun is up in the middle of the sky.

But now I'm really having headache

and I suspected it's Mr. Crab's left claw  ...

or was it right? 

it was cooked with black paper sauce

not that it taste bad, it taste just find

but rotten food sometimes doesn't really showed until it got digested and 

all the so-called-nutrients send to all over our body!

THANK GOD TOMORROW I'M NOT HAVING ANY PAPER! 

Going to enjoy my leisure night struggling with this pain~! 

That's all from me tonight~